...>me and my life<...

2007-02-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

hyez! ehehe... getting lazy to update my blog as time goes by... lol...
actually the reason is time...
i m catching every second of time.
well nothing much,tired of national service and juz completed my 1 week course @ sembawang camp. now juz had to go with the flow of life. waiting fer may... my birthday and to do renovation here. miss hagning out with some people which i will fulfill their plans to meet me.I miss shopping every week... ahakz...
i've change now... the way i look ,behave and present my self.
i hate now hearing people talking behind my back but who cares i know i didnt do anything so i will not react. i've been having backpain... it sux... hey... ya... nisa if u read this pls try to call me its been along time.ey wanna know? my addicts to juz wearing singlet out is getting out of hand. lol...
theres nothing else that really makes me mad... but one thing i really need money to do nose job... fer real...
ermm... i think thats about it... hey peeps, i m learning thai....

2006-12-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

hey frens... its been along time since i last update my blog. ehehe... actually i've pass out from BMT... and now posted as a Storeman at safti mi u know where singapore discovery centre is? yeah and i am incharge of pest control over there... ahaha...
life change so much no more freedom and my days is fully taken by saikang job... they all say i got the most wanted vocation and i was said to be the most lucky one there...
yeah i oso find it that way.
i think to those people who have not seen me quite along time must have been wondering how i look like now rite?? well nothing change that drastic its juz that my hair is short and my skin is darker than ever... life in bmt is damn tough and despite the shag day there i juz miss all my malay regiment platoon 3 from scorpion company... miss the fun , the laugh, the hates and so on... i juz miss u people so much. life is diff in unit whereby no more working as a team and all people there is not really ur fren...
its either u get fucked or u fucked people... juz haf to play safe there...

btw... good luck to some of my frens who juz got enlisted...
lucky i only 2 mths bmt... ahakz... u guys 4 mths... wait jer la...

financially cock up now... as some already know that i juz bought a new hp, N73...
its been raining all along... aakz.... wonder when snow is coming to freeze spore! since its cold everyday! ehehehe

k i am gonna post out some pictures of me... let u guys see the diff k!

before:
k c fair rite2?? hair oso long rite? ahaha...

after:

ahakz... klor...
i want to rest ar update more later!

2006-10-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum... this maybe my last post before enlistment...

di bulan baik ini harap smua umat islam berada di dlm keadaan baik2 aja...

Sayangilah puasa kalian... kerana hidup dan mati kita tidak dpt menentukan dan kita takkan tahu samada kita berpeluang nikmati puasa lagi. Inilah bulan yg paling suci dan indah...

Di sini selagi sempat dan mempunyai kesempatan menulis blog ini... Yus in advance ingin mengucap Selamat Hari Raya buat semua... Ampunkan segala dosa ,selisih faham dan sekiranya terkasar bahasa dan pernah menyinggungkan kalian... Dari hujung rambut dan kaki ini ingin meminta maaf buat smua yg mengenali...

Buat teman2 dan saudaraku yg sempat baca blog ini... maaf kalau raya kali ini tk dpt jenguk2 ke rumah ... lau ade kesempatan sentiasanya ade tahun hadapan. semoga terhibur di hari raya nanti senang kalau rindu aku... talian sentiasa terbuka... doa kan aku sihat k! bubbye...

2006-10-02T16:58:00.000+08:00

k nothing much to say... well juz wanna share my family potrait taken that day which is damn costly... nice??

2006-09-20T02:08:00.000+08:00

wee... today i made a family concert @ cash studio ktv... rm 17... ahakz... actually i juz feel weird that i could sing rock jiwang mlayu llaki lak tu. coz i cannot sing man song all these while but today awesome!
I sang Cinta Kristal,Dari Sinar Mata and more! gErenti Rock beb! i loike...
ahakz... Lagu pumpan gua tkley bwk ar kat public so damn 'pecah'. My mngr is so good for lettin his pet worker sing fer like 5-6hrs... Damn Cool that i lose my voice at the end of the day and telinga pekak jap... wee... donnoe when can go again... Fuck NS...

k actually i got a picture story to share... ahakz... its all natural captures that turns out funny to be seen...

k take a look....

this pic taken at Ashikz pit... what can u see from this pic?

no idea? k let me tell u...
its a pic of a bomoh tgh baca2...(yan in white) then blakang die yg pakai naju hitam tu pesakit ar... then baju biru is the bomoh's helper tgh tanye pesakit ar kenape... ahakz... actually die asik kene kacau je gan yg baju hijau tu... evil kan muka die... ahakz... Al kisah...

k nxt pic...

Datuk K is not married to the real CT... ct nurhaliza yg betol is in spore and she's my fren... ahakz... Nola... Actually this fren of mine is useful coz if i forgot Ct's face juz ask her to turn side view! ahakz...

k this pic...

Broke back mountain! waha... no no... ni da kirekan... ape ek?? korang fikir sndiri la... tgk expression muka da boleh tau... Gross to the Str8 but kinky to the gays... ahakz.. Eww...

k my last pic...

what can we say bout this pic? budak2 tgh blaja dikir barat actually, geez no i donnoe wat to say bout this pic actually but remember that nite playing that silly game tickles my heart till now... seeing these faces made me juz laugh alone in my room now! klah i think thats all da mlm la nk tido... besok nk pi Hospital ni...

2006-09-19T04:02:00.000+08:00

Atlast manage to get my self a plain Gucci blogskin! wee... ahakz... kental i know...

its been 3 days gettin the rite skin anyway... and i had trouble with it somore!

btw someone will be leaving soon to Australia for further studies... gonna miss u... we'll meet again in 3 yrs time after i completed my NS and all. Seriously 3 yrs is gonna be harsh but we try.

but in the other side of the story there someone who i nearly been waiting all those while last time and end up disappointing appears again telling another bubblish story... first accident then family then now ... not gonna say more of this but these people sux. though sometimes i am kinda rude but i still respect and not as inhuman as these people.

been tryin to meet everyone b4 i got enlisted. who knows that this will be my last post. gonna miss u guys later on coz i will be damn tired and busy for sure in the future. But to all hommies and other frens there who had the chance to read my blog... I will surely miss the fun we had all these while... hope to be back like last time again soon... dont worry pipz if u really miss me alot then sms me on my hp k... will be more than glad to hear from u guys coz i will know that i am still remembered!

To hommies... shahida ,din, dian, arip, wan and all... Good luck and take care always. Don fight with bf je... to my best fren nani and fit save ur marriage pls... Suzy and Huda these two angels u gals pls manage life and relationship wisely. lost fren like maz nisa and the rest still remembered...to my cuzz shasha go get a permanent job , a good one to ease ur future and alfy. And u guys i hope for a favor call2 la mama while i am away tu... since she will undergo her operation. if u realize there is actually nothing fer me to say bout family anyway coz they don have internet... ahakz...

ahakz... i juz feel sad la nak masok NS ni is like a torture... no freedom... Army plak tu! mangkuk sey... i wrote all these juz to let out my feelings... i m juz stress , bout my mum condition and all... and u guys juz pray fer the best of me k! thanks...

YUS!

2006-09-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

everything is done... my living room is all nice... purple themes looks so sweet...

i juz finish browsing pix in my laptop. Observing changes in me , the fun i had with ITE mates... all my frens... everyone... cant believe time moves so fast indeed. When i was Skinny getting more sknny and outting on weight back... but wont know when will i gain XXX wait... not too heavy pls...

i observe alot of things and changes to my face and all... and i find that when i join the Dewa Dewi contest i look horrible with short blondish hair and thin eyebrow that people say nice! yucks...

i realize puttin on so much foundation crack up my face sometimes... but i tink in the near future no more blonde hair ... thin eyebrow... coz its ugly and it doesnt make me look bold at all... i like the looks i m havin now... lovin it more and more... but my hair juz wont stay dark coz of the bleach i had previously... don wear caps on long hair... i tink long hair and big hair is damn nice...
but its not nice when i m @ home. ahaaa...

k the must have now is thick long eyebrow tannish look and brown eyes... i now realize blue, purple and other colors is terribly horrible... ahaha tahu tkpe...

but for all there is still people giving compliments on every thing i had from the past and now...
ahaha... k lets c how i will look like later k... after havin bald hair! argh... that part i wont take pix again i tink...

2006-09-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

halooo pipz... been havin alot of off day i werk for only one day last week... and two days fer this week... less work less pay... lerrr... Ns as u've known coming soon... 6 Oct 06 anyone wants to follow pls contact me i got 5 tickets to send me there... i promise u its gonna be a tearful day... ahakz... been doin house cleaning after like 2months that my neighbor had been stayin over my house due to their house renovation. Now people are welcome again to come over my house... last few days Suzy, Huda and one of their frenz came by to pay a visit to my mum and its been a long time that we had not met and haf fun together. thanks girls...
waitin fer the Bowl to come... the are bunch of gerek kaki's.
k... thinkin back... once i finish NS my fren oso had finish schoolin in ite and poly and i juz hope thats the time we can really haf fun with each other. But not to some frens who lose their way to another path... wahaha.... Nxt yr is my house turn to haf a renovation and i tink i change my mind not to move due to some thought that had been made. Sorry to those people who expected my move to bedok no matter wat bedok is still my place and will be there most of the time fer u guys... frenz... relative and all.... i got good neighbour now... the are like my sis and bro who is the nearest people i cud ask fer help and so on.... as what i tot... outsiders are better than ur own relative or flesh and blood coz what i see now when we are in need outsiders came first to give a helping hand...

2006-08-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

k... i know its been like weeks i've not update this blog.
bukan ape penat ar... and blom ade idea nk write ape.And aku tgh stress ckit ni... serious...
k lately aku keje one ke twice to trice a week
and this week aku start on wed... si mngr aku asik kol je tadi nk suruh aku dtg keje ar tu... tu ar bodoh kan pi letak budak2 baru bnyk hari keje... belo aku rasa smua dah belah da...

k this week had damn great time with the Bowls... on fri aku lek smpai pagi gan dorg all the way main game kekek rabak... and police asik dtg psl ade org complaint bising... funla... bnyk laughter tgk muka satu2 main this game. then balek nye time si wan gan din pi ikot nyonya2 exercise ramai... k balek sampai umah kul 8 tros tido ar... then banun kul 2 tros siap pi jemputan tk expect lak bnyk org tunggu aku dtg... mcm star la.... ehee... then after a yr plus aku tk pnh nyanyi kat org kawin ni aku nyanyi dgn muka selamba but aku rasa suara tk sdap sia... dorg nye sistem tk bagos ar... then pi Cthall jumpe wan then budak2 sampai we head to clark quay situ tahan nye tahan tnk minom atlast aku terminom! ahakz... then naik bus and cab to changi... pit ashik... lepak main game dorg yg memalukan da kul 4 ke 5 lebih Din pakai rambut afor buat bende seram... ahakz... fun la... tapi bile nk balek... ish mendak... ceapt sia time...

k tadi aku teman mama pi check up die... choose studio pix we took... $700 lebih siot total.... pic lawa la... nk tgk yg besar?? hari rayA dtg ek... abg ni hansem tau... even uncle tu ckp... i miss something la... i shud haf took ur photo alone to keep so if there is any model search i send ur pix... wahaha... tknk ckp siang2....k later i upload few pix.... skrg nk smoke jap ar...

2006-08-12T06:11:00.000+08:00

Scracthing! yea my legs were so itchy due to shaving durk! fuck la... i juz got back from werk nite shift and its like last week now is 0608 ahakz... guess wat i am doin in this early dawn? when i reach home i dyed my hair... ahakz... now waitin fer the time to wash. wahaha... i want to look good today watching fireworks @ marina...
juz wondering who will see my hair color @ nite... ahaha...
k i've paid 280 fer my family potrait and need a few more... will be shooting @ these most winning studio... erm... i bought alot of make up set this week fer my mum and fer me to do project on peoples face! i eat less since i got flue fer like one week now... i had fun time with my colleagues but i hate two fuckin moron there! ahak...
i m in a crush now! seriously... been sleepin in the day...
ey i miss school... life in ite is damn fun than now...
i miss the chalet... i meet new people i befren with customers, i hate that male model and i love the artist. cute people droppin by to sing their hearts out these days... i like diana she had beautiful voice! i miss school's nasi campur sey... ahakz... eh klah nk stop karut aku ni nk cuci rambut yes aR!

2006-08-05T06:32:00.000+08:00

argh u know wat time issit now? 6.30AM... i got back from werk @ 5 juz now ... freek sia i was suppose to work from 3.30pm to 11.00pm today but nobody called me to say bout the changes that i was put in schedule 9 pm... gosh break record go work 6 hrs early... so my mngr ask me to sleep in one room but i say i don want to sleep i want to sing all alone so i sang 3 hrs free of charge ahakz... actually cannot but since its not my fault they have to give in b4 i report to MOM juz right at the back of my werkin place ahakz...
k... many cuties this week... i like!
k back for today story in the middle of one of this road theres a road block... i was told to be out of the cab after they see my face... helo! muka aku nmpk mcm crook ke! tk dpt sey kalau nk tgk aku mcm illegal immigrant... wahaha aku pon turun and buat muka penat... aakz... abey aku bising... aiyah so mafan... people tired still want to check2! argh... polis tu tgk aku abey lagi nk kepo2 tanye aku keje mane... sibok je... mintak la number aku ke atleast something... eee lari sia aku bbual! ahakz.... tak tahu ar guys aku tkley tido... mcm nk ape sey...da lpas subuh pon ni... nnti matahari naik aku da tido la... dunia aku da terbalek... weee susah nk jumpe2 org skrg except kat keje la... aku miss my frens ar... the BOWL... ya... pada seminggu ke seminggu nk jumpe tapi blom ade jodoh... miss the last time korg dtg umah aku baru bangun je smua karoke... gan muka basi... aduh.... jatuh la image aku... gan rambut ternaik kala bendera , da mcm lion sey lau bru bangun tido nye rambut dgn color skali... takot spc dtg angkut aku duk zoo je gan king2 tu... TKNAK...
kepepek la... aku da start bbual karut... harap tkde yg sanggup baca kekarutan ku ini...wahaha biarlah rahsia... ok? da la... nk out nk go wash hair...

2006-07-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

k as i've told u guys i will be takin over CT's place. ahakz... my album is out now... transkripsi 2... get it asap... if don haf means out of stock!

btw i m single , lookin fer my datin k... wahaaaa...

2006-07-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

argh cant believe i received the letter from 'boys hell'... on 6 oct i will be enlisted to pulau tekong... gosh why must be army?? i hate the most ! i was hoping badly fer CD or police but end up that one... ARGH!!! luckily mat nur got enlisted on the same day as me... atleast i know somebody and hope to meet more of those whom i knew more there... maybe long lost frens. i got like 2 months left... ishk... gonna miss alot of stuff... and that day itself is puasa's time...so sad didnt get to buka with my mum. she's gonna be lonely and i know its sad for her. and this fucking NS is 2 yrs... y cant it be like only fer a few months like other countries... so kancong...
errr... i hate this part of life... it puts u on hold for freedom... i hate it...

for now i got a job @ cash studio KTV... so if u wish to get my service come down to apollo centre k! tis hot dude is there for u... wahaha... i am ur host/hostess to the girls and bois (including those old ones) wahaha... eeee.... tk dpt ar... tkmu fikir bukan2 ek... i only bring u to ur room and get order... nk lain2 after werk k... ke tgh break ke... wahaha... da la... abg dah ngantok ar... update more later...

last say : don be if u are not!

2006-07-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

wanna see 'your' future mother in law anyone? waha... k i am gonna put my mum and me photo taken today on my blog for the first time... k i know mothers day is over but i still remeber a lady telling me everyday is mothers day if u could make ur mum happy... my mum is the one and only person i have now. She is my idol for life , a strong lady strong courage. She has been with me all my life sharing ups and down,thats wat mum's are suppose to be. my mum love everyone even my frens is her like her child now... she juz a warm lady juz like the son... wee...

k here is the pic of the 'future replacement of siti nurhaliza's' and his mom :

2006-06-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

k suddenly i remember to talk bout my frens, where are u guys? been disappearing day by day and it seems like we are all strangers to one another again.Must i be the one to make the first move to msg or call u guys? we are all busy but hey u are not busy all the way right? i could hear that u guys can go here and there , club here and there. yea meeting new people is fun i met too...but i don throw my frens. I still keep in touch with Ekhwan and Sufiyan who is now like my brother.They are jerk at times but hey the still have the guard to msg or meet me... where's my huda? suzy? nisa i know she is bz with poly and work i understand.mat nur , i bum on him on the train hey he's gonna be full time police. Bum into didi gerl too, she is pretty with gorgeous boyfren. the rest gone liow...
btw on the other side i met some great people... they are nice and one thing truthful and open and they make me blow in our first hang out. ahaha its ok i dont mind.
i've been sitting @ home jobless. well its a waste of money to go here and there interview but end up i still got unemployed. this NS status (pending) is sux.can i know when i will be enlisted? sick...

2006-06-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

u put my life on hold. i was stupid to willingly wait and now end up nothing and its juz what i expect to be the outcome of these stupid stuff i've been through all these while.

wat the fuck... i wont let anymore jerks fooling my life.

well i've been having fun, had great time with cuzz shasha, my mum, fitri, twin nani and buddy... u guys are juz great to be around. I've been learning and experimenting more stuff on looks... new clothing , face and all... i juz cant believe that strangers are jealous with me. ahakz...
well i tend to realize something base on image and attraction its juz excellent if u are different , stylish , confident , smart show this all and people will love u... don hide it... it works and i m serious with that... argh i got nothing much to say now...
i juz find it a waste of time to talk bout someone in my blog now... lets talk about me now...

ey i juz love this editted pic of mine ...

2006-06-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey pipz... its been a relaxing day.

don try to find me at cineleisure ya coz i no longer working at that fucking place anymore.

and no stress for this week... gotta find new job now.

ok back to last sunday k... my lovely frens happily got married atlast. lovely couples.

but i got problem getting my way to pasir ris... the place damn complicated. two times get on the wrong bus. argh! k this is photo on their wedding day...

how sweet...

i love this blue dress...

wanna see more of them? go :http://yateesbridegallery.multiply.com/photos/album/26

k on monday i went to ite tamp to get my cert, wanna know what i wore???

there...

not all of my frens came... waste my time wear so style and nice, until got one man ask me "eh ko pada anugerah skrin eh??" aha...

2006-05-31T03:17:00.000+08:00

at last i don get too tired today to atleast update my blog...

ok guys i've been workin for like 6 days now... starting till now kinda stressing abit but there are bored and fun part too...

if u happen to want to watch movie @ cathay orchard cineleisure come to level 4's concession ok... i m there to serve u... muahaha. but preference u guys go to another level coz its mostly pack at level 4... wanna know y? bcoz got me mah!... me and my stoink face! argh...and that fucking big xmen t's that i was force to wear... so far i got a few frens now if not i will be alone...

well my starting week i start w/o off days... so fucking tired rite.... but nxt week more off day ler... i got my rite hand scalded wit hot old 2nd day coz i was so bored till i make one stupid mistake i tink... but i try to close one eye every day... go work... earn money.... save.... need money now .... want to marry soon... like fitri and nani.... SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU... c u guys this sunday ya....cant believe my best buddy is gonna be someone's husband... hee....

2006-05-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

gt sefrom black to blonde to ash blonde to moca brown thats my hair in less than 1 month...

i change color to the latest one coz i got a job... i still feel waisted... i love the previous color... looks so eurasian... errr...

i'll be working at old cathay... tomorrow starts @ 3 pm... and i am gonna be man in black... lucky with no black sunglasses aha... i bought this formal shorts for my graduation... cost quite alot... but i like it anyway... i spend almost 100 juz to get myself the suitable clothes for work... damn... my money in bank left abit liow... when is my aunt gonna pay me back... errr...

i had to find a job to get money to raise up my bank digit... quite a disgrace of me to ask for my mum money nowadays... oh god pls help recover my mum a.s.a.p. she is my only hope now...

and btw i need money to pay for my studio fee... i am taking family potrait with my mum and that photo is for the new house display...

well last week had great time with new people... like faisal AS...

4 june my buddy wil get married at last... and 5 june my graduation juz wondering how to ask excuse from work... this is the easiest job i could get... no handling food... and lastly miss my old bud , yan... long time no see bro.... hope to see u when we are free one day... k lah tired need to save energy fer tomorrow... work work work... argh....!

2006-05-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

k last week was fun with the dewa dewi stuff... the people were great. rehersal was not that bored. yeah tiring and quarter final was seriously stressful aha... but i didnt manage to get into semi final... its ok maybe not the time yet. but here is the chance i would like to congratulate all those who manage to be in the top ten. all the best in final ya! c u people at causeway point on 2 july if i not yet in NS... aha...

then thanks fer those new people i made frens with. great people.

k didnt have much to say anyway , i am sick la...

here some pics for u who didnt come and see the dewa dewi event.

i'll upload more later okaish...

2006-05-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

hey its 10 MAY ...
its my 20th birthday man...
i aint teen anymore... well... i am a man no more a boy... am i right? or when i was 21 then i am a man... ah watever...
k... did really celebrate my bday. juz get stuff from people and myself...
i one thing is i bought my own birthday cake... sad rite... but don think anyhting i juz feel like eating a cake today.
yesterday nite was a disaster. and wats worse is i got my hair blonde and end up dying in back darker to ash brown. but i juz wonder y my blonde isn't like paris hilton? aha...
look so mat... i hate it...
bought new shirt from top men again. and MAC stuff... aha... i loike...
klah later got rehearsal liow... now have to save energy... wish me luck people...

thanks...

2006-05-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

i m sick... my sore throat is getting bad. but i still have my voice juz that i got problem singing my new fav song, biarlah rahsia... heee....

i had no mood for anything. i am losing people day by day... and i miss them.

k bout that dewa dewi stuff on my bday itself there is a rehearsal. i hope to get into the top ten.

but if i don thats not my luck anyway coz there are quite a few good lookin people.

about getting a job i had tough time looking for one coz i knew people won't employ those waitin for NS. then what shud i do? i can't rely on the current money i have. it won't be enough for the coming future.

i just got back from Jurong point and mama bought me the nike slipper that i've been lookin for. she said its for my bday... it cost $51.45, juz wondering why must there be the stupid 45cents.

i am attracted to that Nokia handphone ,N91... it looks cool but the coolness won't last that long for sure coz handphone are always updated. so juz stick to my 6680 lah. i muz learn to save from now on. but the urge to shop is damn great. i'll be weak if i don shop. aha...

i am looking fer more tshirt and what else? not yet in mind.

k tomorrow had to go hospital to check my medical result and friday to cmpb to pass my report.

one thing , i had problem sleeping at nite coz i kept tinking bout wats my new home gonna look like... berangan oi! heee.... geez...

another few more days i will turn 20... no more teens... aiyoh... dah abang2 lah...

2006-04-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

been deeply missing someone lately... hope u know who u are.

k i am so damn bored waitin for calls to confirm that i got a job. i was lazy to fip thru the newspaper again. i hate ending up workin in place that is "not hot" aha...

as in i want a job that people could see me... aha... siak kan...

well, hospital appointment is like every week and i m tired of it. what else they want to do with my ass! aha...

but hey one great news : Zul radi bridal called me asking me to attend the briefing on dewa dewi this 2nd may... i got into it... YES!!! i am excited yet nervous. hope i'll do my best...

ehe...(step mane nye ade rupe je)

but still i still can't believe they called...

THANX!

2006-04-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

its been a tiring week... job searching all the way. but actually i got a job but i am not interested anyway, its a waiter at one indian restaurant. the job is easy but i had problem memorising the menu and the working hours is like f#*k ... split shit from 11 to 11 @ 3 to 6 is my break. problem to go and went back.
then my cousin stay on the job coz she relly wants to be cashier so much but end up complaining bout if there is any shortage her pay will be cut down.
then went to FOx to get an application form but have to wait for their call. ( seems like no hope )
then me , wan and din went to starbucks abd maybe there is chance for the 3 of us. i was oping for this so much. then tot of going for swensen next.

i disappoint them, i was damn tired that i could not stay overnite with them... seriously i am damn tired that even while typing this post i could hardly open my eyes.
but still i did one funny thing yesterday alone at home. i e middle of my sleep i was so hungry so i went to the kitchen grab my KOKO crunch and went to bed again. i was eating and sleepin at the same time. ahaha next day koko crunch all over my bed. ahaha what was i thinkin man!

2006-04-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

finally i get to eat my favorite steak again... mushroom steak with thick brown sauce and seafood pizza with lots of squid in it... yummy...
nice niCE NICE!!!

k lets talk serious now...

an advice from me to :those who owns a bike... becareful pls while on the road.
: those who wants to take the license tink about it again...

heard stories and thru what i see...

today my neighbor's bro met an accident in melaka and till now not heard bout his news.
mimi met an accident and broke skull , casted leg and not sure which part anymore.
Ana almost disfigured her face and her hands could hardly move or be lifted till now.
my bro x gerlfren lose half her face, lose her eyeball totally disfigured face used to look like pink.
my cuzz died in road accident after otw home from a frens wedding.

see people i love u guys and waht about ur family... they love u more.
pls take care, it will not affect u but all the people around u too... we juz can bear people suffering in pain. its painful to u and even for us too...no speeding pls, love life love ur family, tink of your love ones...
take care.

2006-04-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

the time now... 1420.
yeah juz woke up after spending the nite yesterday @esplanade and got back home @ 0800.
still feel kinda giddy and tired.
well to town first to buy this shirt @ far east for wan (bday present) and for myself.
tight t's i loike. Vintage concept i loike. ehe... yeah2 whatever.
then meet the rest after that and make our way to espalande. but b4 that meet ashik at marina coz they miss him after not meetin since entering NS.
then bought stuff fer the nite...
well most of them were high and as for me... no i am not feelin well better play safe coz i got checkup later. well yesterday the time move damn slow not like the pass weeks.
nothing much slackin all the way and we later go fer adventure fer something.

2006-04-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

well it spoils my mood for today. i went to cmpb this morning and the news is, i don get to defer and had to complete my NS first. damn! supposingly i start schoolin this 2nd may but seems like i had to get my refund back. meanwhile i had to go look for a job before i got enlisted.
but i will try for a request to be enlisted early coz i know its hard to get a job when u are waiting for NS.
then i went to PS, to collect my stuff and gosh its damn big with nothing inside. Head home after that bcoz its kinda bulky and i am damn hungry. Now still thinkin of what to do after my trip to KL. I need a job guys. any vacancies pls contact me. And still waiting fer dewa dewi results.(hope i get it... pls...)

2006-04-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

Biarlah Rahsia

(1)Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika

Berada Di Tempatku

Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu

Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

(2)Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan

Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan

Takkan Tugumu Kebal

Tiada Pertimbangan

Chorus

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan

Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan

Andai Kau Jujur Memahami

Tiadaku Menjauhi
Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang

Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang

Lantas Ku Pendam

Ku Putuskan Biarlah Rahsia

Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta

Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya

Hentikan Kata Kata

Bertulangkan Dusta

Ulang chorus

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi

SeketikaBerada Di Tempatku

2006-04-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

well well...
yesterday went to town but before that i went to my mum's factory, saw sheikh there.
i tot he didnt recognize me but suddenly he came towards me and have a long talk. he look so much diff than before and i tot i was talkin to a wrong guy.

went to PS and bought this new handphone, fer the first time using other brand other than Nokia, i bought X700... its cool though... fer me ar... not bad... the first time i see fun in samsung phone.

k i juz bought samsung digi cam too...

then went to this place to have my porridge coz i had to eat once fer that day. got home late, i had to drink 4L of these irritating saltish water. i nearly makes me puke! after drinking 1L of it i got diarrhoe and its like peeing on the back... aha (get wat i mean) its water all the way.
nxt day 8oclock in hospital... 45min later i was put to endoscopy lab... i was given a jab of domican, i was lose and went i was awake i feel pain in stomach. damn i need to got to the toilet but the nurse ask me to continue sleepin... damn she was stupid... how could i sleep when my stomach is damn pain...

then later saw this paper with my inner intestine pic... yuscks gross, first time i see things in me ahahha... yeah got home and sleep... ZZZZ....

mat nur called to ask if the camera fuckin is cool... gosh yeah... i don even feel anything coz i m already lose.

btw thanks wan and nur fer calling and asking if i m ok.

and didi pls stop the jubo stuff coz now the one i kene is a damn deep fuck! aha

Xray on 24/4, cmpb report 27/7, KL menjerit 28/7

2006-04-09T18:53:00.000+08:00

i m in mix feeling... sad+happy
i've been receiving craps from people's attitude.
yeah... playin around with fuckin feelings and they tot its kinda fun.
fuck u bitch!

well...
bout sat... supposing overall @ sentosa its kinda fun with nice weather... but no sun fer tanning.
had fun meeting my old buds there, swimming,running,eating, catching craps...
hee... but first i tink god loves me, i almost drown due to donnoe wat ( my cramps? hard to breath? or wat?) i juz could not reach the ground until my sis pull me.
i was shock and make me sacred to so swim again... we went to another beach coz that place is bored and scary.
another beach i had fun... yeah... got home @ 7 and was damn tired...
spent a nite @ my brothers place. went to meet yan @ 11 plus... yeah got back my IPOD...
miss it...
thanks yan fer wasting each others time... tot u were angry with me.
nxt day, went to tampines to get myself a new digi cam fer my holiday this end of month.
KL Menjerit again... wherelse to go if u are under budget. Indonesia is a no' no' ... nvr been there again since my late dad wasn't around anymore.
i got ken and eitan... the bratz boys doll... aha... i bought it fer one reason... they look like me... ehe...
Today i had to see wat i ate due to the scope i have to go on wed...
so bored...
cannot eat heavy meal... only porridge and fish... lucky only for 3 days...

(hope to be able to continue schoolin) pls...

2006-04-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata

Yang bergelora

Hati ditaman berbunga

Satu impian satu harapan

Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya

Satu rahsia

Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya

Perjalanan ku

Terang menyuluh segala

Yang tersembunyi

Lama kucari

Sudah pasti ada jawapannya

Kemungkinan itu

Datang hampir senja sedang aku

Merangkak dan kehausan cinta itu

Kau hulur tangan mu

Membawa ku ke atas semula

Berdoalah aku kesyukuran

Tercantum cinta jadi satu

Biar ku tebus segalanya

Agar di teman cinta yang suci itu

2006-04-06T16:16:00.000+08:00

time flies so fast that we can't stay in the fun part that long enough. How i wish all the sweet times could be rewinded and make it more happening and happening.
still in missing mood towards those nice people i called frens.

well bout my story yesterday after registration @ tamp i went o meet yan again to get my stuff but end up testing my patience. Thinkin bout not fighting anymore i called in cheery way.well i don wanna conflicts anymore with my fren so its time fer me to give in anyway though some unagree with my ways. mat nur , fida and i end up @ spore post stiars and took our 'nap' there coz we are too tired and furthermore i've lose energy from losing temper juz now.
Forget it then but still heart pain i had to go meet yan again to get my Ipod back...
(i know he miss me but there are other ways pe) aha... kidding lah...
mat nur is one touching fren too, he showed care towards me and try to cool me down by jokes yesterday but didn't work , sorry... aha...
mat seems to know my feelings towards others, gosh he can read me huh?
Huda chat wif me saying all those miss stuff and bout frenship that is so touching. Edit her pics which seems so lovely (tgk ar sape edit kan). and juz hoping our LTF (long term frenship) last... till we marry, have kids and so on...
well as fer me these few days kept waking up late. bad weather and today raining makes me sleepy again though i juz woke up 1 1/2 hours past....

2006-04-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

been waiting , wondering where have u been...
unanswered call stress me up. thought u were fooling.
tot u were away but y so suddenly left without telling its been only one day.
u make me keep thinkin and i cannot locate u. where R u?

and then today u were online... telling me news that i don want to hear...
u met an accident and break part of ur body... skull etc... ish!
lucky u were alive orelse i wont know...
thank to God for loving u. this is fate and a test for u...
pls... don do this again. i nid u and don wanna to lose someone special like you...
note that.

2006-04-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

ok i am so sorry fo not updating this blog. its been a bz week fer me all these while.skool's over and wait i am entering ite tamp nxt. Exams over and projects too...(things that stress us up)
and the fun with my dearest2 frens in macpherson is finally over.but it doesn't mean friendship end too rite?
well Chalet after exams is fun too... big place but room shortage. big room but bed and pillow shortage and blanket too... but don talk bout the negative but the of the fun time we had spent.
First day we drank and got drunk. beer and vodka. Fuck i cannot take it that i lie @ the kitchen table coz i m oready drunk and nxt day heard theres something about didi gerl. Huda that nite damn she can't even walk properly aha... 2nd day had breakfast and later (me,didi,wan,nur,shul,hafiz,nisa) went to the dirty beach.Swimming... we manage to get something for bbq ('one small kupang) don noe if its kupang or kerang but didi said we give it a name then : kupeng 'kene sebut mulut senget' aha...
we burn it at nite and its nice! nice kupeng! aha...
bbq, the food is nice and the chicken i loike... then cake cutting so sad. but i not in e mood though. then later went for night walk ghost hunting. didn't manage to really see but theres sound! laughter and birds making noise etc. then get back to chalet to retell every experienced and watch back the video captured. sleep and got home the nxt day with suzy and huda hugging and crying after us. sorry guys for leaving early.
thats all... and add in later if i remeber any else!

2006-02-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

yus this week die slack ckit... psl penat gaknyer...
kat skolah this week aku diam je i mean smlm then niari tk skolah...
ngantok ar... tkley angkat ooi...
ape tidak b4 that tk balek then mon skolah long hours... mlm aku try something, tkley tido
then yan kol... tanyer besok skolah ke tk... then aku main ni bende yg atfirst seram lame2 ok lar...
sadar2 mama kejut tanyer skolah ke tk, psl mls nk bangun aku poke tkder class...
tros bangun kul 1... mandi tunggu mkn tertido balek... ahaha
pelik ar aku ni... mcm tk btol pon ader...
apepapelar...besok skolah kejap ish rokok tkder... mummy help me... aha

2006-02-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

k firstly to say...
i enjoy going to skool lately... kinda fun...
love my frens, my frens fren, their frens... what the hell we are all frens...
ehehe....
last week i less time spend time at home.
hang out with my frens doin stuff so fun...
had great time with yan cruising the east (bedok and tamp)
bought stuff... hang out...
nisa we kept goin to town ajer.
and seems like everyone is talking bout my bad attitude.
kept disturbing others,
agressive @ times. make others angry especially one teacher.
but atleast after doin it i apologize k...
ahahaha
doin faces...
calling names of others... didi gerl (pepekz/panadol) shaz (tetekz)
yan(mat rempek) and they call me jubo! tkley angkat after they knew i kene finger fuck by a doctor due to my stomach...
making the video of pon... is damn scary... shaz made it real except for her...
ahaha... and huda... the shoot @ home the face ar... aiyooo...
juz yesterday go wan house tertido lpas kerjakan yan sampai kul 5...
naik bus nk balek terlajak siot... turun kekek sndiri...
i realize that i began to get "sembarang" with my life... ade ker ke nk pi kedai nk amek tu pen nk buat main2... ade ker nk pi amek tu popper kac meletup... ade ker pnh dulu aku ketawa kuat2... ade ke pnh aku kene kropok gan dorg for fun dlm class, ade ke pnh aku kac tahi mata/idong kac kat org... ahaa... dah pndai... nk jadi mcm yan ek...
nxt week aku plan nk gi karaoke... tgk wayang gan yan and mat mungkin...
nk go suntan... nk tido lebih ckit.... tknk bbual gan sape2 kat phone(tk de faedah...)
klah tknk bbual bnyk ar... penat jari jemariku type2.... adios...
u guys haf fun too especially those graduating like me...

2006-01-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone... wish all the best for 2006...

thanks gerls for the great time we had this morning 12am countdown together with those fireworks was a sweet memory i'll keep.

though it was tiring but i still i enjoy it...

cracked up jokes with stupid and nvr done before attitude of mine, am sure suzy and all will be tired for the day not becoz of the waiting of countdown but because of me... i made them tired...

well juz reach esplanade and i bought this wand with the lights on e which cost 5.

then did this stupid stuff while walkin ahaha...

met hafiz at the entrance of esplanade. kamaliah and bf @ toilet, diana while i am sitting down, maliah bro, and others who i'm lazy to call.

fireworks was nice and nicer than national day's...

its about 10 min... perspiring badly... i don pespire like that when i am running though...

well good bye 2005, the bad memories that effect my family had to be put behind now. we had to move on... yeah we should...and not to forget the sweet too...

well am sure this yr NS is calling i m not ready yet but if its time yeah i have to complete it also...

no matter what people pls remember yus love u all... muackz!!!

2005-12-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

been tired shopping these week... aha...
but then i bought cool stuff... i like...
well the main thing that i could remember buying is one tight t shirt looks cool but it shows my "true color" i mean my skinninest....
then yesterday i bought ipod nano but at first tot of buying ipod video though its kinda big but in the end coz my money is getting lesser... i end up buying the nano.
i don fancy video that much...
then its confusing at first but later ok oready.
no bulky stuff anymore pls i've been having trouble bringing my 6680 coz its kinda bulky.
anyway atleast i have it at last... do you?
ehehe...
now waiting for my L shape sofa on 7 Jan... and other furniture.
going to get new look for my room old cupboard goin to let go... add one more bed so i won't have this tired talkin with my grandma who kept askin me to sleep on the bed while she sleep outside, nah she an old lady must respect rite...
errr... tired need to meet ben and shasha later.

2005-12-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

k yesterday i went to tampines to get my new spect...
my grandma waited for me for more than 30 mins...
lucky she is not the type that scolds and make noise... juz a bit of complain saying,
sampai abis coca cola aku minum

well after we took the spect went back home straight.
but then when we took 506 it started raining and it was damn heavy... i could hardly see whats outside coz the glass is covered by water.
well lucky i sat at the back coz in the middle of the bus there's like a big leak where suddenly a large amount of water poured down.

i was afraid to get down coz theres flood, but my grandma insist that we juz get down a took a long route. saw the road and some of the walkway is like a mini swimming pools.

in the end we manage to get home safe...

ehehe.... tried out this wireless stuff but seems that internet connection is a bit slower than the normal connection... but this is only for me to use if i feel like sitting outside of my room...

haiz... my mp3 got problem and need to go to samsung there to get it fixed...

2005-12-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

wohoo...
get to skool today...
Yan now has a lover, i mean his bike...
nice bike ar... jealous he has got license now... ahaha
tink i going to take license also looks fun.
me oso stress bout my health tink its getting worse,
me getting cengkung sia... wait tk lawa...
need to eat more but the appetite and mood is not there.
the pain make me hate to eat...
yup... everyone seems to notice the diff in me.
anyone got XXX appetizer? help get it can?

2005-12-21T08:21:00.000+08:00

its morning 8.20am, juz got back home from Fitri's house.
sleepy man but yesterday was great nite.
reach fits block around 9.30pm but have to wait for nani @ mrt station there.
got to enter his house @ 11pm. we went in like 'illegal immigrant' bcoz his dad was around.
damn funny when we had to hide behind the door whenever fit get out of his room.
scary sia, what if his dad enter the room and found this two 'illegal' people behind the door.
ahaha...
went to the toilet at the same time sneaking through the kitchen.
watch ggpp vcd then went to sleep and irritated by my fren msging and calling my hp, but
i didn't answer coz i was damn sleepy to entertain the call... damn cold. could not reach out for the blanket coz fits leg was above it.
@ 6.30 alarm was on and fit took a bath to get to work meanwhile me and nani continue to dream. 7.10 when everything is clear we rush to get home. Fit was late hope he manage to get his transport.
now me waiting for breakfast... ehhe...

2005-12-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

erm... besok tk skola... oklah tu... next week lak holiday.
tot nk pi umah fitri since dah lame sgt tk pi saner...
woodland jer dekat tu.
but then tgh tunggu dia nye call so tgk lar...
but then nani ckp dia besok jln keje kul 7 kimek baru plan nk lepak
sampai besok... ish tgk jgk la skali aku dtg dia tk keje ek.
skali skala, dulu pon aku pnh tk pi skolah psl dia nk lek2 gn aku.
Yan! congrates for passing all and besok dah bwk motor, happening ah lu...
Aku lak motor is a no no... kereta je boleh tgk ar nk amek jgk lesen nanti, tunggukan
fit kata nk amek theory tk bergerak ponk, hamley nk amek lesen this coming month, harap pass so bleh jln gan aku sng... save tambang...
ahaha.... duit minyak pon nk kene kac gak er...
si nadira ni mane sia hp tkde, stupid man u...
in the end melekat jgk ko gan underage tu...
pls eh stop it siA...
arr!!! mendak arr nk tido lah...
hope nxt week can go KL again...

2005-12-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

hembusan angin bagai membawa berita
berita yg mengecewakanku
apa yg terjadi bukan yg ku impikan
namun ku tabahkan hati ini

sayangku ku tahu kau tak ingin begini
tapi kau sanggup lalukannya
wajarkah hati ku hancur musnah berderaian
tidak seorang pun yg memahami hati dan perasaan ku

kerna cintakan mu ku jadi begini
kerna sygkan mu ku telan semua
betapa hebatnya kau dihati ini
kenapa kau tak pernah fikir hatiku
kenapa si dia jadi pilihan mu
ku sedar siapa diriku di sisimu

ku harap suatu hari kau akan mengerti kasih
siapa diriku di sisimu
pengorbanan ku bagai tidak pernah dihargai
ia bagai angin yang berlalu

2005-12-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

that KL trip was fun...
we checked in a 5 STARS hotel, The Legend...
well deluxe ar!
wow...
nice view from the 29th level we stay, opposite was the KLCC and Menara KL...
can see the whole KL without paying so much to go up that Menara.
first day we went to the MALL... juz beside our hotel... ate dinner there
2nd day we go to masjid jamek , masjid india, pasar seni and petaling where i start my first spend on thi nike shoes... t shirt etc...
third day we went to KLCC and chaw kit... bored...
and went back on the 4th day...
well didn't spend much... but i manage to save to buy my mum this Bonia purse original ok not petaling one... its cost reach almost RM200...
now tired tot of sleeping already...

2005-12-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

sooo sad...
dEstiny's cHild is no longer together, so as a tribute to them i put this videoclips of their last performance on my blog...
i almost cried the part of the award giving... so touching...

hee... so sissy...

well one more thing...

i am so worried i lose u, but for all i want u to remember that ,
i've given the most of me but still u only gave me the least of u...
UNfair to me...
but all i can say is whatever...

if this what u chose to be i bet one day u'll regret... sure...

2005-12-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating this blog of mine, just that i've seen myself in sort of depression these few weeks...
u if u read this juz wanna let u know that u meant alot to me : u gave me life without u i am nothing now but you put alot of question marks in my life. me as what?
i am so stress that seems like i need u to be with me if possible 24/7... each day makes me miss all those hugs , kissess and cuddles... u seriously i need u ack in my life...
pls hear that song "we belong together from there u'll realize how deep my feeling is now towards u...

b, i miss u... don u ever leave me coz i mark ur promises...
being with u changed my life alot ... from a no care to someone sensitive now... only me know y tears kept falling out my eyes coz nobody out there cares...

2005-11-18T13:10:00.000+08:00

another 2 days dah buka skolah siol... pey mendak... org tgh happily school hloiday aku lak buka skolah... karutz sia... tapi tkper ade lagi 6 bulan to go...

ni dah braper hari aku ni mcm stress lak... psl seseorang...
ni smua aku nye gatal ah... ckp aku sanggup di timerkan... tapi after satu mlm ni aku tend to take back my words... aku bingit siol dia asik msg org saner... aku rasa akui dah mcm pumpan lak... tapi aku suka dia ah...dia lawa...
ni ah masalah aku selama ni, asik suka matair org jer... mcm bodoh siol...
abey smlm janji nk jumpe aku tros pagi2 dia sms ckp sorie jntn dia masok hospital...
aku nye mood from 10 jadi -5 siol... tors aku bingit sendiri... then dia msg aku ah ckp dia feel lost ke aper... then aku suruh sabar jelah... then ade satu part ni buat aku lagi bingit tros nk cool kan diri aku aku call ah member2 aku bbual karut mlm2... aku tk tahu ah aku ckp suruh dia lupekan tapi dia marah aku dia ckp dia syg dua... kimak aku dah tkley handle siol smpai biler aku nk tros ni mcm... aku taknk mcm X2 aku yg lain... smlm aku dah buat keputusan nk lupekan dia ah... tapi mcm susah siol...
camner ni??? pls ah people tolong aku... :(

2005-11-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

me...
now...
what happen???

COnFUSeD!!! damn i've got lots to think about these few dayz... it really affects my life terrribly... i tend to waste my time on 'nothing'...
tell the truth i am strucked by something that really make me so emotional...

FIrstly: i hate my frens except for some...
they are a bunch of freaks that i'd love to get rid... fuck off guys...
there is a no problem me w/o frens coz i know u people sux alot!!!
u guys seems like u don't care... what the hell u people left me here alone like stranger u
don't know...
(nisa u are rite, some of ours frens are now living in a fucking life)

Secondly: i am now in a bad2 condition in relationship with people i tend to love...
this worries me alot... what i am trying to say out here is that i am afraid of being attached now coz i don want to upset others... what will they say... "yus! kaki physcho smua dia nak..."
rabak kan kalo org ckp gitu... i am juz being nice to every of u... pls don expect much from me pls...

lastly: this is what i am glad about( something positive atlast) this raya i tend to be more closed with my family member joke around quite alot... my mum,my uncle and aunties, cuzzins... thanks people i appreciate you people for being nice ahahaha...
lastly my bro... i wonder when he will come back

2005-11-12T11:48:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah ramadhan sudah pun pergi dan dpt ku sempurnakan puasa ku dgn baik... Full tau...
Kini sudah masok seminggu kita menyambut syawal yg mulia...
hari yg bahagia yg perlu kita ambil kesempatan tuk bermaaf maafan sesame kita...

well me kinda bored coz raya tahun ni tk semeriah seperti dulu2... firstly psl kita ni dah besar (tapi collection maseh dapat taU!!!) ehe... secondly psl most people we hope to be with is not around anymore... yg lain2 tu i donno ape yg buat tak meriah mungkin psl org kot...
ni tahun don tink i am gonna go out with my freakin frens... geram lak... malas lah nk ckp pasal ni... gan family cukup tabung aku dpt lagi sempurna... aha...
alamak nanti aku tulis lagilah nk amek sha2 gan anak dia lah blom mandi ni... tk style org tgk... ahhaa...

2005-10-14T16:08:00.000+08:00

ish so damn cold... its raining currently...
well today is a holiday for all ITE students. They make like it but i am not, coz if its holiday when fasting it makes me sick... I need to do something, have fun, joke around etc to let the time flies faster... Aha...
the second day of sahur alone... I am damn tired but still have ti force myself up if i don eat i'll be weak.
After eating watch HBO , nice story and interupted by msges from people who care...ehe... After a half way viewing @ 5.35 i realised that 'the actors is viewing me'. Grab the controller and back to sleep... Woke up by a call , had head ache... took a bathe and on the raya song well i need to study now exam's on monday... TAda...

2005-10-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah... sudah ku sempurnakan puasa ku lebih seminggu. bnyk perkara yg harus ku tempuhi walaupun agak pahit untuk diterima. Abah dah takde rasanya sungguh lain walaupun dia jarang ade di rumah dan bergaul bersama keluarga. baru minggu inilah aku terpaksa berseorangan di rumah mlm2... mama harus kerja untuk menampung perbelanjaan rumah.
kepiluan sering menyelubungi ku setiap mlm, teringatkan arwah abah aku sering mendoakan untuk dia dan pohon kemaafan, teringatkan mama yg bnyk berkorban aku sering mendoakan agar dia sihat dah tenang menghadapi cabaran.Bangun pagi sendiri dan bersahur sendiri menambahkan kesedihan ku, seperti ape yg aku telah baca di akhbar kelmarin," sahur sendirian bagaikan musafir..." aku kian sedar bagaimana rasanye hidup susah skrg... inilah ujianNYA... ku harus tabah menghadapinya...

2005-10-13T14:02:00.000+08:00

k in class tadi...
bored siol...
bdk2 main CS kat blakang yg sikit2 ni blaja ngadap cikgu kat depan. aku kat tgh ni depan computer tak tahu nk buat aper... buku takde... pe nk jadi...
then tadi kecoh siol masok toilet bahu rabak siol... yan ckp aku, lek sua... bahu jubor dia ah tu... ahaha... kentot dah pekat! aha... ade bubble mcm mulut maz gak... aha...
balek tadi kita main cocok2 sakit siol... padan muka aku , sape suruh start the crap... kacau2 org dgn pointed finger on the back in the end aku yg kene rabak gan yan but best last2 bile dlm bus aku kac dia last nye rasa... aha...OUCH!